Well, now that ive had my way and played out the game like i wanted to, Im having second thoughts about the whole idea. I always thought that at the end of this adventure all the romantic nonsense going on in my head would be gone; but it isnt. In fact, its growing stronger by the minute. Instead of negation ive found confirmation... something i cannot have in this case. She may be everything i wanted in a girl, but she's not someone I can have. She is neither mine to hold nor mine to love. And so, all I can do at this point is to wallow in this misery as events shape up... I just hope that somehow I can find peace without destroying anyone else's...